Jasvnn's Blog

Okay, something I plan to do more of this year is WRITE, which makes sense right seeing as though I have a Master's in English and American Literature...lol. I feel like I should write about everything and nothing in particular. Since I do not have to write academic papers at this point in my life, I should write for myself...I used to in college and forgot how therapeutic and relaxing it is.But really, I saw this quote today ('Any man can love a thousand women but it takes a real man to love ONE woman a thousand ways'), and it really provoked me soooo, I asked myself:

Can anyone, not just a man, love in a thousand ways if they do not know what unconditional love is?

Or can anyone love the next person as such without loving him/herself?

My answer is NO because how can I give what I don't possess?

I think today alot of us are reeling from the lack of self-love and self-acceptance. We are seeking exterior things to complete and to satisfy us, while not even paying attention to our interior...our interior, the core, the essence of who we are and what makes those who care about us love and accept us even if there are things about us that they do not like (For instance, my mom cannot stand the fact that I sometimes correct her improper grammar...ha!! And the funny thing is is that she is a stickler for speaking properly).

Our interior needs to be nourished and replenished daily whether it is through prayer, meditation, reading, whatever mode of expression that allows us to connect with our spirit and in turn connect with God. In our relationships, how can we expect the other person to love and to accept us unconditionally when we don't do the same for ourselves? And how can we expect to have meaningful relationships when we barely take time with the One who created relationships... and since He created them, does not it make sense that He would want to share time with us? I mean personally, I take time with and for things I care about so why should it be any different with God....okay...please excuse that side bar...back to self-love and self-acceptance....

Thinking about this personally, I have decided that I'm going to have my own 'Private Party' this year by falling in love with Jasmin Jade (yes, I referred to myself in third person...smile) in a new way every day. I mean really, how I can expect a man (who I hope materializes soon...lol) to love and accept me in a thousand ways, when I can't find one way to love and accept myself?And if he does not know how to love and accept himself unconditionally, then my prayer would be that God show me how I can share with the him the fullness and satisfaction of doing so.

Like India. Arie says in her song "I Choose:" 'I choose to be the best that I can be, I choose to be authentic in everything!' And I choose to do so for MY sake. I am going to celebrate me and the woman I am 'becoming!' and I just want to encourage everyone to do the same...

Each of you is 'fearfully and wonderfully' made, created for a divine and amazing purpose, and loved by an amazing God who loves beyond measure and past time. So love you....really LOVE YOU!!

~~blessings