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by SarahKeith from Houston,tx

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Its Out of control....
May 26, 2008 | 2:03 AM
Category: Faith
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hi, i have an addiction.
it kills me to say it but at the same time it gives the strength to face it.
this is wasnt supose to happend to me am not this girl.
i dont know what happend one day i just woke up it was out of control.
how do i face it how do i tell my parents i cant do it
am so weak and have so much fear i cant do it
and everyday i just get weaker and the fear of dying grows.
i feel traped i feel emty and i feel so ashamed.
i cant face anymore i have no self control i need help i need my parents but i just cant say it.
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Skyder read my blog view my photos
May 29, 2008 | 10:02 AM

What are you addicted to? Your parents might be upset at first, but they will be SO grateful that you came to them for help. After all, parents only want what's best for their children, and if one of my kids was hooked on something, I couldn't help them if I didn't know, but as soon as I found out, I would kill or die trying to help them out of the hole.
I-RIGHT-I view my photos
May 29, 2008 | 10:54 AM

No matter what the problem, no matter how awful it seems your mom and dad are waiting to help you. There is nothing you have done or will ever do that will change that. You are the reason they live and love life. Don't suffer another day.
tre_tigger read my blog view my photos
Jun 1, 2008 | 2:47 PM

I am sort of at a loss to know what to say, which doesn't happen very often.I would first say to pray.Not in a generic way but in a heartfelt way that shows God You need and want Him to show You the right way.Sarah,many people go through their entire life in Your situation and are miserable until they waste away.Many believe that they will be good enough and that will save them but it will not.If i told You some of the things I have been through which I don't want to say but I will to help You,You may get a perspective.I have been beaten,molested,and abused at the hands of a grown man when I became a man I subjected myself to alcohol,drugs,porn,women of the evening and so much more, in excess none of these filled the void please sarah ask Jesus into Your heart and go from there.You will still have troubles from time to time and You may fall, but get up,ask forgiveness for what You seem to be having trouble with and show Your love for the one who Created You.There is so much to say on this subject.write me if You like at tre_tigger@yahoo.com
SarahKeith read my blog
Jun 1, 2008 | 4:05 PM

Its not that easy telling my parents wont help they know already in culture its okay to be addicted to something like this but i cant do it am 19 its out of control i see my self everyday and i cant do this like this anymore i want to grow up and get married and have kids and then grow old and right idk if this addiction will let me do that. because I have no self CONTROL NONE and am tired of falling SORRY WHEN I KNOW i cant help it.
Skyder read my blog view my photos
Jun 2, 2008 | 10:51 AM

Well telling us isn't going to do you any good. If you need help, seek it.
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