Sarahkeith's Blog

Thought of the day,

Thought of  the day you can own as many things as you want, but you cant take them all with you.

You can have as many memories as you want, but you cant remember them all.

You can love some one with all your hearth but that doesnt they will love you back.

and you can try pretend your okay, but that doesnt make you right .

now you can walk away from some one, but that doesnt mean youll ever forget them.

Justin Timberlake:)

 

i been a fan of justin timberlake since he was a member of NSYNC so more then what 10 years or so, i luv him his talented funny smart and omg can he dance.  he has come to houston that i can remember four times and i been there all those times i got posters i got tshirt and his so much fun to watch and when he talks omg you feel like his talking to you in a room full of 100s of fans. and i just cant wait til he came back with his new cd.

I luv bloging bloging bloging its like a healthy way to say everything u wanna say or feel like saying during the day. if u dont have a blog GET ONE and if you do have a blog start bloging lol. so i wanna know do u people like blogs or what do u think about the them?

Invisible

Drowning in the silence

Of my clouded skies

Walking alone

Invisible to you

Why can't you see me?

Why don't you care?

Do you even know I'm there?

• * *

Sometimes I wonder

If you can feel my heart

Breaking on the floor

I wonder

Why would you wanna hurt me more

Than you already did

• * *

Now that I'm alone

I feel your voice

Drowning in my thoughts

Pool of emptiness

& dreams that'll never come true

Leave me in the dark

With my obsessions, always so far

Taken over my heart

Forever

• * *

& if I fade away tomorrow

Will you notice that I'm gone?

Will you read my poems and see

The shattered heart I used to be?

when i was a little my mom use to cut my hair really short and back then i dont know i didnt mind and now that am 19 looking back on those pictures OMG what was she thinking i look like a boy dress like a girl lol. and now i hate cuting my hair its long but not that long but its long, and black i tryied goin blonde and it turned orange so died it back to black and now it jet black. but now that summer is almost here every girl i know it cutting there and hair and changing the color of there hair. and idk am thinking about cutting it but i cant picture my self with SHORTH hair just thinking that ill have short hair makes me freak out and i dont know but yeah its defenily i thought.

I luv ugly betty

     I have to be honest and say that i didnt start watching the show from the beggining cuz i didnt wanna see something i seen like 3 times already. but a few weeks ago i started watching and now i luv the show ugly betty but i seen it in spanish before and i have say its always the same story the boss stars goin out with the ugly assistant and they fall in love and bla bla bla. but i dont know i think that UGLY BETTY in english might be different cuz daniel the boss of ugly betty doesnt even like her like that and betty has geo and henry so i dont know whats gonna happend in ugly betty next sesson.but if they decide to go with daniel falling in love with betty all the sudent all be not suprise but still ill watch it cuz daniel is cute lol and theres nothing else to watch. anyways i cant wait for  next sesson.

i luv looking into whats new and whats hip and yeah nobody uses the word hip anymore, anyways resently i notice everyone painting there nails BLACK, girls from the famous TV show the Hills, amont other celebraties. and i just wanna know when did black nails make a came back cuz last i checked there where only for goth kids and so call punks. so this is my questions is it back when did it came back and do guys like girls with black nail polish?????? leave  me your comments thanks.

Britney and what use to be

       Britney Spears Started very young she's a very talented girl who's only mistake was making the wrong decision after wrong decision. its not like she didn't try to make it right its more like she fell and couldn't get up and no one was welling to help with out getting something in return. her own parents traded her for all the money they would get from her just so she would stay away and not be a problem. her mother who some people say tried to help didn't try hard enough. and by the time she saw things for what  they where it was too late she was married and had to kids and was just out of control with losing her kids to Kevin federline who only stay married to her long enough to get a record deal. she needed help and no one helped all I saw everyday was OMG what did britney do today where did she go what is she up too why is she dress like that. they didn't give her space to the point where she didn't need space anymore she needed attention. and it was out of control Kevin left her and took the kids cuz she was in no state of mind to look at her kids and her self for that matter. and if anybody working for her right now can say that there just there too look after her and keep her from doing something we all know its possibility. then that is just such BS. you see some one who's CRYING FOR HELP and walk away and U tell your self at least I thought about trying to help, because in the end TRY doesn't really count.

Ashley -&-Pete

today in the news ashley simpson confirm that she was in fact pregnant. which for most of us it wasnt a big shock the wedding been a huge cover up for whats to come. they needed to hide there shame which am pretty sure thats how they felt. shes too young and had a bright future a head. of her she had sold more records then her sister's all cds put together times ten, and its really sad but hey at least now jessica simpson can actually come out with a single that might sell her some cds now that her sister is out for a few months or so.  i dont know about pete "from fall out boy, ashleys new husband" he needs to growup him self before doin anything. i guess your gonna have to grow up together now that theres no goin back from having a baby

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I been a huge mario lopez fan since i saw "save by bell" yeah its and old show but it funny forget about Zack its all about AC lol. and now his all grown up he has like 10 jobs and he manages to still look AMAZING. we all saw him on dancing with the stars and it didnt matter that he didnt win it. it was still fun just watching him dance and have so much fun doin that. and we all seen him on Americas best dance crew as the host yeah he might not know how to dance but hey  you dont have to when you got such a perfect six pack lol. his so dreamy i could go on and on but then this blog would be too long. anyways yesterday he was here in HOUSTON and many lucky fans got a change to meet him in person OMG i couldnt go i had to work, but my cousin went and yeah he is as hot in person as he is in TV and so on. i cant wait till he comes back ill be waiting online lol.

I saw the sesson premier of living lohan and it SUCK. Theres no other way of saying it and i have like really really low standards for that show i was expecting much. so it was just boring how can people like that be alowed to have kids and destroy them like that without nobody doin anything to stop it. She killed lindsay's so call career she did nothing to stop her from turning into what she is now which is a none working actress who cant get any work to save her life. its sad but true why would she want that for  her other daugther. i guess nothing really matters as long as u get money money money, but money doesnt last and it might be alittle to late.

i love SMALLVILLE is a good show and the actors are amazing and i cant say anything bad about Clark kent aka TOM WELLING his so freaking hot its like unbelieveable. first sesson was full of freaks and it made clark the super hero we all knew he was gonna be. secong sesson more freaks less story line. third sesson things just go weird the story line went in a whole dfferent dirrection i lost and they kept coming with more sessons and it kept getting weirder. an now am lost whats goin on whats up with clark whats up with lex why is lana still on she should of been gone long time a go its freaking weird they just keep wrttingt things that are not even on the right story line. i hope they do something with it cuz i miss clark "tom" anyways keep watching the show show some luv so it doesnt get cancel.

Am sooo late on writting this blog about AI but i been busy thinking about poor david archuleta. am pretty sure his dad was speechless too after the sesson finale which omg was AMAZING but it the way that i had really low hopes so it didnt shock me much how mcuh they full the show with crap no body wanted to see. but ryan still took it like a man for two of the longest hours ever. I dont know where was i when everybody was saying t hat DAVID cook was gonna win american idol cuz i seriusly did not think so his songs where all wrong and he was never good enough but everyone knew he was gonna win omg where was i am over here thinking little david archuleta was gonna win.he picked every right song and did his best at everything everybody loved him he was the idol to bit but he lost was it a shock? yes was it the wrong idol that won? no i see the things for what they are no and i see david cook os trully the better idol he has the voice and he clearly gave it his best. an now i cant wait for next sesson its gonna be freaking amazing with ryan.

i know it been a week and i dont know but am not done talking about pete and ashelys wedding lol. i mean come on i give it what a few months or a year tops but not really am not trying to be mean here cuz am not i just have so much to say its not my fault if none of it sounds nice lol. alright so pete a poser married ashley and even bigger poser which its good cuz i hear shes pregnant and well she doesnt wanna face it alone when you have a family like hers shame is not a good thing look at jessica dating john mayer was her shame but she got over it and now shess moved on to better and bigger things which is anything after john mayer. anyways i seen the pictures of there wedding and i gotta say pretty cool not keeping things traditional is what they did wearing black instead of WHITE was a HUGE different but hey it worked. i guess some girls do dream about getting married in black or wearing black.

hi, i have an addiction.
it kills me to say it but at the same time it gives the strength to face it.
this is wasnt supose to happend to me am not this girl.
i dont know what happend one day i just woke up it was out of control.
how do i face it how do i tell my parents i cant do it
am so weak and have so much fear i cant do it
and everyday i just get weaker and the fear of dying grows.
i feel traped i feel emty and i feel so ashamed.
i cant face anymore i have no self control i need help i need my parents but i just cant say it.